Saturday, December 31, 2011

2011 review........


today is 31st December..
and that's mean it is the end of year 2011..
well.. its been a while..
time pass by..
and never realize that its almost a year time had pass..

in this 365 days..
I would like to make a short review about this year..
I know.. many of us will do this..
but I insist want to do to..
heeee.. :D

the sixth semester started..
its the semester after I took a break for one semester..
the semester before.. I gone for practical..
so.. its mean.. 
there is almost a biggggg gap for me to start study back..

my friend and I gone for a trip..
not a really a trip..
but we spent a day at Kota Tinggi..
with the waterfalls..
feel like want to go there once again..

its the semester where I stayed at a new college..
before this I just stayed at KTF..
but in this semester..
I stayed at KRP..
which is a new environment to me..
just walk to go to the class..
very healthy ryte.. heee..

in this year..
I had been chosen as PMP secretary..
SECRETARY of a club..
my whole year is filled with the club programme..
running many programmes  for the club..
very tiring..
and need to observe the secretary's programme..
and at the end of this year also..
I already resigned the post..
yeahh.. after the AGM..
then.. its all just leave as a nice moment..

its the year where I need to focus on my FYP..
yeahh.. as a final year student..
spending on the most important project..
still pending some of the chapter..

I've been working as a teacher..
meanwhile waiting for the semester open..
its a 3 months..
but everything is very precious..
knowing the SK Bayan Lepas..
from the teacher until the students..
and its the school where my father works too..

this year..
almost all of my family EXCEPT my mom..
including myself..
i had to stayed at the hospital for ONE night..
with the IV drip at my neck..
facing the problem with the blood..
where the doctor could not find the vein..
very sick of it..

this year also..
I had spent my Ramadhan at home..
yeahh.. its been four years I could not spent fully Ramadhan at my home..
really missed it..
but this year I get it..

its also where the seventh semester begins..
it means.. begins as a final year student.. 

its a year full of colourful..
many things happy and sad happened..
my relationship with my friends..
all had been tested in this year..
my the only one principle..
also been tested..
but every things happened for a reason..
I believe for it..

this year will remains and never been forgetting..
thanks to all my friends to cheer up my this year..

Friday, December 30, 2011

review dalam mihrab cinta


it has been two days I have not updated my blog..
missed it already..
I've been busy this days..
now.. I have some time to spent on..
before getting back on my track..
STUDY WEEK track..

last few days..
I had seen this movie..
DALAM MIHRAB CINTA.. by the Indonesian..

I wont talk about the love story in this movie..
because I'm not interested to it..
and everybody knows it well..
a GOOD man is for a GOOD women..

what had caught me up..
is when he repent for what he has done..
yeahh.. in our lives..
no matter who you are..
what kind of background you are..
and how good you are..
there will have a time that we done something bad..
I mean BAD..
involving sin..

so.. no matter who you are..
and what had you done..
just let it be..
just live well for now..
repent for what we've done..
Allah will always accept our repent..

take a look for the movie..
or just read the novel..
how he such a good man..
can do something bad..
but at the end..
he do realize all his mistakes..
he repent..
and at the end..
he become a really GOOD man..

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

inspiring.. using english..


had you even noticed that recently all my entry is using english??
its good if you had noticed it..

well.. ermmm..
actually I only used english when I'm not in a good mood..
because I think english have unique language..
its make something looks soft even you are writing with anger..
even if I'm with my bff..
and I'm started using English..
she will know..
there's something wrong somewhere..
is it right my bff?? heeee..

but to continue writing entry in English..
its actually hard..
cause sometime.. 
I couldnt know the term used in English..
maybe I could use inverted comma..

its just my little brother's blog..
make me realize..
even he is now only 18 years old..
can write English in his blog..
why not me..

I started using English in my entry..
I dont know how readers perception..
but what I know..
I'm comfortable with it..
if you feel..
its hard for you..
never mind.. its ok..

in fact.. i just want to improve my English..
hope so..

Monday, December 26, 2011

Jadual Peperiksaan Akhir..


its looks like the semester is already at the end..
the study week will start just around the corner..
never expect its going this fast..
yeahh.. time pass by..
we never realize that how much time that we dont use up properly..

when the study week will begin..
it means..
the examination week also will begin..
this semester I have 6 paper..
ohh yeah.. this is my final examination schedule..

can you see it?

4 paper in a week..
and then 1 paper per week..
I think I need to plan my study week..
yeahh.. there is goal that I need to achieved..

anyway.. good luck for me..
my classmates..
my coursemates..
mu utm-mates..

good luck too for everyone..

Sunday, December 25, 2011

what actually I'm doing?


well.. I'm feel quite bored today..
I know there's many things I can do..
such as..
folding the cloth..
finishing the FYP..
finishing the assignment..
and studying..

but... I am really not in the mood doing all of those things..
just like want to do nothing..
but at the end.. end up with bored..
can I have a walk?
(its already late my dear..)

so.. what I had done today..
 a whole evening fill up the day with renovating the blog..
ermm.. just change the layout..
and make a new header..
just a simple one..
because I may headache if look it too long..
and here is the result..
nice for me..
but dont know for others..

and this night..
while waiting the food..
I took out my handphone..
and texting.. "uih.. watpa?"
and searching for the number..
'my lil2 bro'

wait a minute..
Im texting my little brother?
ohh yeah.. its true..
I never texting him asking his condition..
and I dont know why am I doing that..
(do I miss you?? erkk.. nonsense..)
(texting you make feel me much better.. sort of..)
(dont laugh at me if you read this)
(just shut your mouth.. heeee)

never mind.. just checking my little brother at muadzam..
texting.. texting..
asking there and there..
he's going for the final this wednesday..
and have a holiday for about a month..
while.. I had to struggle with my final..

okay.. the point now is..
what's happening to you MIZZ AAINAA??
is there something bothering you??
guess the answer..
(feel lonely huh?)

selesai dengan contengan jalanan..


setelah beberapa bulan diperam..
berjaya jugak aku mengkhatamkannya..
contengan jalanan.. hlovate..

disuggestkan by a friend..
worth to buy..
worth to read..
ringan2 ja apa yang cuba disampaikan..

anyway.. this book consists of 2 story..
about K square and Fend..
if you can see the cover of the book..
it is upside down..
both two person is the both story..
but its about how both of them got a 'turn' in their life..

a man who decide to change in 12th hour.. dies in 11th our..

so.. grab one.. and feel the story about..
it really useful to those is searching for the 'u-turn'..
and ONLY those who open their heart can feel what its about..
if not.. its just like a read a normal book..

Saturday, December 24, 2011

rainy day..


at here..
its already a week rain fall..
yeah.. its normal at the end of the year..
rain will fall almost the day..

this rainy day..
make me feel sleepy all the time..
even sometime make me feel lazy to go to class..

this rainy day..
make me had to figure out..
others way to wash my cloth..
looks like i need to find washing machine..
coz all this time i wash using hand..
incredible ryte? hahaha..

okay.. just be husnudzon with this rainy day..

Friday, December 23, 2011

miss it so much..


the study week just around the corner..
and many took this chance to go home..

i want to go home to..
really miss my home..

i know.. 
just last week meet up with my parents..
just for hour..
but didnt have much time to spent time together..
cause we had to attend a walimatul urus..
my father is buzy at the kitchen..
just meet up for a while..

i want to go home..

nothing special there..
but at least..
i could calm my mind..

even coming semester break..
i couldnt spent much time at home..

really miss my home..
really miss my room..
really miss my bear..

Thursday, December 22, 2011

there is always a reason..


for what had happened..
there always reasons behind it..

sometime.. we may try it for harder..
and the results..
we couldnt get it..

and for that to happened..
there always a reason for that..
always be positive..

maybe that we dont really put full effort on it..
maybe the result we get will teach us something..

who knows right..

just husnuzon..
and leave it to HIM..
cause HE will always hear for what we want..

**entah kenapa hati rasa tak selesa**
**entah kenapa ada rasa sedih di hati**
**entah kenapa ada rasa sayu di hati**
**entah kenapa ingin pinjam bahu seseorang**
**entah kenapa rasa ingin nangis sepuas-puasnya**
**hati..... tabahlah hati**
**insya-allah.. semuanya ada jalan**
**percayalah padaNya**

wishing you with happiness..


today is 22nd disember..
its her birthday..

throughout this 22 years..
and only almost one per third your life knowing you..

really appreciate that you had born..
and we've become friend..
not just a friend..
but F.R.I.E.N.D..

many things happened between us..
and I believe its all to strength our bond..
and what we have now..
is the result from what we've gone through..

somehow miss you much..
cause you are faraway from me..
but I know..
you live well there too..

hoping there is time for us to meet again..
spending time together..
all of our memories..
in school..
and specially at matriculation..
will always and never been forget..

may Allah bless in whatever you do..
may happiness be along with you..
may you more strong enough in this life..
may you able to achieve what you want..
may your wishes come true..
may this year bring a light in your life..
(ayat lebih kurang sama macam entry lepas ja.. hahaha..)

be a GOOD gurl.. ;)

uhibukki fillah abadan abada.....


anyway.. I owe you something..
claim it later..

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

ssc 2223~ environmental chemisrty


today.. i wanna talk about one of my course..
environmental chemistry..
this would be the last paper chemistry that I will be taken..
after this, no more chemistry paper..

what interesting about this course?
no.. not about this course..
but its the lecturer..
also known as HBB..

he just a simple lecturer..
and we do have a group at facebook on this course..

all the assignments given..
have a reward..
the best assignment will be given a reward..
the reward is the money that he collected from each students in early semester..
the assignment individual is cost about RM 40..
meanwhile.. the group assignment cost about RM 240..
sooo.. be motivated to do his assignment..

and one more thing is about the quiz and the test..
we does not need to answer the questions..
but we need to construct questions with the answer scheme..
and of course it is an open test and quiz..

seriously.. it is never been done any lecturer..
anyway.. mr HBB..
like to attend your class..

this entry is totally tribute for you.. hehe..

**could not find his photo.. i'll be uploaded next time**
till then~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

final acceleration..


this week is the final acceleration..
for the ASSIGNMENTS....

im still holding up 5 assginmmentssss...
3 chemistry assignment power point..
1 report sociology assignment..
1 report curriculum..
1 curriculum assignment..

ohhh ya...
chapter 1.. 2... and 3..
needs to do correctionsss...

this is the last week for lecture..
and still have a few assignment holding up..

Monday, December 19, 2011

why not being yourself..


feel like this whole week..
want to update by using english..
dont ask why...

in this life..
we are not looking for someone perfect..
and someone match to us..
but just someone that could make we perfect..

and does not need to adjust yourself..
to impress others..
that will not impressing other..
but make others feel annoyed..

because it is yourself that make someone like you..
not by pretending..
and do the things that someone you like do..
just be yourself..

do I really need to make you clear about this...

and you really2 make me fell annoying!!!!!
i feel sick everytime you wanna do things i do..
and you does not need do anything to IMPRESS me..
just let the time be..
and whatever you do now..
really really make me SICK!!

i really want to end this semester as fast as i can..
and go vacation..
releasing all the tense you bought..

Sunday, December 18, 2011

start Over?


im just want to share about a person that closed to me..
why am i writing here even its not about me..
who cares..
its my blog... heeeee...
just wondering about her situation..

******* the story starts ********

this boy..
is such a good boy..
everyone admit it..
its truth..
from everyone perception..

he like a gurl..
and he try to make the gurl as a special one..
but before everything..
the gurl already stated..
she believe love after nikah..
the guy pull back...

gurl heart..
is so soft..
she actually okay with him..
but.. she know one things..
and she want it HALAL way..

the boy came back..
he propose the gurl.. as GIRLFRIEND..
and the gurl REJECT it..
but she ask the boy if he serious..
why not he see her parents..
and do it HALAL ways..
(cause she knows the rule..)
the boy refuse it..
the boy 'push' her to accept him..
she thought she already made him clear from the first..
but.. he even dont understand..
and the gurl explains everything what she feels..
and stop contacting with him...

and... one day..
she knew that the boy already couple with some other gurl..
but unlucky they already clash..
and this is make what the boy came back to her..

after the gurl stop contacting him..
she let everything goes by time..
the boy came one day..
and stated..
he is very serious..
he said he wont love anyone else..
he want to start over the everything..
he wont ask for couple..
but he only ask the gurl to wait him until the day..

***** end of story*******

for sure a thing..
she wont wait you..
but if it is fated for both of you..
there will be..

and.. one thing is..
the gurl is still doubt on him..
why not he just be himself to impress her..
why not he just 'doa' that both of you is fated..
that is the best efforts of all~

and please.. please.. and please..
i dont want to be disturb by you..
i dont want to make myself hate you..
but you yourself make me hate you..


Saturday, December 17, 2011

pendaftaran subjek....


nampak gayanya budak2 UTM sekarang ni tengah sibuk mendaftarkan diri untuk subjek semester hadapan..
dan apa yang aku boleh cakap..
ini mungkin akan jadi kali terakhir aku mendaftar subjek..
sem hadapan merupakan sem terakhir.. insya-Allah..

nampak gayanya subjek untuk sem depan..
cuma membawa 14 kredit..
mungkin aku boleh mengulang subjek yang satu itu..

harapnya dipermudahkan segalanya..
inilah slip pendaftarannya.. :)

Thursday, December 15, 2011



terasa macam nak amik cuti..
bebas dari segalanya..
pergi melancong ka..
melancong yek.. bukan melencong.. 

banyak sangat benda nak kena siapkan..
sampai rasa macam tak nak buat apa dah..
boleh tak?

itulah.. salah siapa?
salah sendiri jugak kan..
assignment bagi awal2..
semuanya himpun masa last2..
padan muka.... :p
(marah diri sendiri)

** adeh... gara2 test punya pasal lah ni..
dah2.. jangan nak salahkan sesiapa..
tapi kan.........................
macam nak................

Saturday, December 10, 2011

rapuhnya emosi kamu..


di pagi yang hening ini..
dikala pulun menyiapkan assignment..
mencuri masa seketika update blog..
kerana telah mencuri masa membaca buku seketika..
mana taknya..
alih2 baca..
terasa terkena di hidung pula..
ingin aku share kan disini.. :)

ohh ya..
kamu di tajuk atas tuh..
adalah aku yek..

salah satu sub topik dalam buku yang aku baca..

"berhati-hatilah.. jangan sampai putus asa dan kecewa"

semua kejadian itu 
sekalipun menimpakan penderitaanya padamu
ia pulalah yang akan merasakan kepadamu

penulis menyarankan agar sentiasa mengungkap kalimah agung..

perbanyakkanlah membacanya dan usirlah dengannya dari dalam diri anda segala kesusahan, 
nescaya anda akan beroleh kegembiraan dari Allah..
dan menemui kemudahan yang dekat waktunya..
jangan sesekali anda berputus asa atau membiarkan kekecewaan menghimpit diri anda..
kerana sesungguhnya tiada satu pun kesempitan..
melainkan sesudahnya datang kelapangan dan tiada satu pun kesulitan melainkan sesudahnya ada kemudahan..
itulah ketentuan yang pasti berlaku dan peraturan yang telah ditetapkan..
jadi, berbaik sangkalah selalu kepada Allah..
bertaqwalah kepadaNya..
memohonlah kepadaNya dan..
nantikanlah jalan keluar dariNya..

i really loves that sentences..

iyaa.. aku sedang diuji..
dan terasa malunya aku..
bila mana aku gagal mengawasi emosi aku sendiri..
aku terlalu membiarkan emosi mengawal diri..
sehingga aku telah melakukan sesuatu yang tidak sepatutnya dilakukan..
rasa bersalah sangat padanya..
maafkan aku yek modern algebra..

ternyata sangat aku bukan seorang yang kuat..
seorang yang kuat menghadapi semua ujianNya..
sedangkan Allah sendiri telah berfirman..
bahawa Dia tidak akan menimpakan sesuatu ujian ke atas umatNya sekiranya umatNya tidak mampu menghadapinya..

need to change back all the rhythm..  

yakin akan ketentuanNya..
namun.. masih ada sesuatu yang aku perlu lakukan..
mungkin berhadapan dengannya dan selesaikan semua antara kami..

tak banyak yang aku pinta dari kalian..
cuma doakan aku terus kuat..

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

am i asking TOO MUCH?


first of all..

my week is still dark..
never know until when the sunrise will rise again..

and..i never know..
whether my request is too HARD for that person..
i just want everything goes the right path..
for the sake of HIM..

i know.. i am not much a GOOD girl..
as like saiditina aisyah, siti khadijah and others..
for asking until that kind..
but still..
im on the way to try my hard to be a GOOD girl..
a GOOD girl like HE wants..

and i think it isnt too much for me to ask something like that..
its not im conservative or what ever..
just.. i want it doing in the right path..
and i dont care even others say that i am too confident..

but.. how many people really do understand that situation??

aku pernah menyanjung kamu..
aku pernah menghormati kamu..
tapi.. disebabkan kamu tak menghormati pendirian aku..
maka hilanglah semua itu dari aku..

Friday, December 2, 2011

review Immortals..


baru2 ini aku berkesempatan melayan cerita Immortals..
xdaklah baru2..
dah lama lah jugak..
baru berkesempatan nak update.. heee..

filem Immortals..
ala2 epik..
dan kalau tak silap aku cerita neh label 18SG..
dan sebenarnya baru aku perasan aku tak boleh sangat tengok 18SG neh..
syok tengok dia lawan2..
tapi bila tengok darah sana sini kuar..
aku mula jadi loya..
sampai ada satu tahap aku rasa macam nak termuntah dah..

okay.. cerita Immortals neh..
bagi aku biasa saja..
tak adalah BEST giler ka..
just OKAY..
cerita ala2 epik..
pasal God mereka..
keluarlah Zeus, Poseidon dan segala God mereka..

tapi satu yang aku rasa boleh diambil nilai murninya..
apabila masyarakat yang tidak percaya pada Tuhan..
sebabnya Tuhan mereka tidak pernah mengkabulkan doa mereka..
dan mereka berpaling tadah..
dan tidak percayakan Tuhan..
akhirnya ada scene yang membuktikan bahawa mereka perlu akan Tuhan..

just apply dalam kehidupan kita..
bila kita doa.. doa.. dan doa..
dan doa kita tidak dikabulkan..
kita tidak seharusnya berputus harap..
DIA maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita..
mungkin apa yang kita minta itu bukan yang terbaik..
dan apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..
dan tidak sepatutnya kita berpaling dariNya bila mana doa kita tidak dikabulkan..


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