the holiday..

Assalammualaikum..

the holiday..

its ONLY about a month..

but..

the EFFECT is too big..

yeahhh..

never thought it would effect this much..

the holiday..

make me forget what I used to face..

the holiday..

too wonderful that makes me forget everything..

the holiday..

swept all the past sadness..

cheering me up every day..

and the holiday..

that very meaningful for me..

cause..

I got the things that I think Im lost it..

however..

the holiday..

is already ends..

and back to the real life that needs to face..

the holiday ends..

and I just realize how much the different it is..

and the effects its bring..

somehow..

its tear inside..

where needs to face the real life again..

somehow the holiday..

make me forget everything..

thanks to the holiday..

and now..

I really needs to face it..

with the STRONG heart..

cause no one can help it..

cause its just me..

needs time..

to settle everything..

needs time..

to heal everything..

and needs time..

to able walk again..

holiday..

thanks to you..

I'm being happy to spent time with you..

hope to see you again..

and i'll miss you very much..

this feeling is hard to throw.. and somehow I need to face it.. somehow I need to be strong.. big gurlz dont cry huh.. but Im still a litlle gurl..