hmmm.. how I want to put in word eh..
I just read my friend's tweet..
and it make me remember that her wedding is just around the corner..
and I remember the conversation between my friend and I.
she spilling how she feel when her close friend tell that she is getting married..
it just unsorted feelings..
and actually we also close enough..
she also said to me..
when its my turn.. make it easier for her..
well.. I know what she mean and feel..
and frankly speaking..
I said to her..
could you let me married first..
and yeah.. she also admit that she also want to married first..
but.. we both don't know..
when the time comes..
so, no matter what..
when the times come..
one of us.. will need to go through it..
its not the we could not accept it..
but the life after that..
when usually you can text or call for anytime..
but after that.. you need to look for appropriate time..
when usually she will always looking for you whenever there is problem..
but after that.. you will no longer needed..
when usually both if you take care of each other..
but after that.. no more.. you need to take care of yourself..
well.. that doesn't mean that the friendship is over..
but those are the changes that might hurt someone close to us.
I dont know when its the time..
I also dont know how I will face it..
in the mean time..
just let it be..