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here is it..

last night was the day.. you like it or not.. you have to.. till when i want to keep running..

its the day that the result is posted.. OMG!!

what i do is take a deep breath and open up the 'aimsweb'.. and think possitively.. huhu..

jeng.. jeng.. jeng..

and the result is.........
my pointer drop again.. i knew it already.. i already give my best on my final.. and looks like it doesnt help.. there is C!! oh no.. that is what im avoiding of.. but i still get it.. huhu.. well, dont blame other.. blame yourself.. and till now i keep it as secret.. haha!! dont want to hear my mom nagging.. just let them receive the letter from univercity..


i just sign out my fbook, my ym and closed the laptop.. my mood gone already.. just laid up on my bed and mesagging my best friend.. im not so depressed because i already made up my mind before that and really prepared.. but i just need someone.. hehe.. she told me to learn from my mistakes.. and i admit it..

and i was thinking and scolded myself...

" you never learnt by your mistake.. you keep do it and do it.. you realise it gives a huge effect.. but till end.. you still do it.. are you forget what happened when you in form 4?? when you keep focusing on other thing than your academic.. you had to take off your position and leave the class.. dont you ever ever learnt by that.. now, you do it again.. you too comitted with your club and you forget your academics.. look, your pointer keep dropping.. you need to do something.. you said you want to graduate with first class.. look now, not even first class.. second class upper also you will never get it.. come on.. get up back.. get back your dean.. you have missed it for 2semester.. just get up back.. you know what you can.. why must you let it go.. "

huhu.. can i?? what can i do is belief in my self and learn from the mistakes.. and i hope i will not forget it for forever ever.. promise yourself!! and i think it a little bit silly when im crying because of this.. so stupid.. huh..

and i really want to thanked someone for being with me for whole study week.. hehe.. thanks for accompanying me when im staying up, thanks for there for me.. and thanks for everything..

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  1. aainaa..jgn cpat ptus asa...ak tau hg bleh pnye,hg usaha dh..tp bkn yg t'baik kot..de lg sisa2 usaha yg blum dikerahkan spenuhnya...usaha lagi!!! ak sok0ng hg...

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  2. hahaha.
    another advise there..
    bagus iffah.aku pulak sokong hg.

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