am i asking TOO MUCH?

Assalammualaikum..

first of all..

my week is still dark..

never know until when the sunrise will rise again..

and..i never know..

whether my request is too HARD for that person..

i just want everything goes the right path..

for the sake of HIM..

i know.. i am not much a GOOD girl..

as like saiditina aisyah, siti khadijah and others..

for asking until that kind..

but still..

im on the way to try my hard to be a GOOD girl..

a GOOD girl like HE wants..

and i think it isnt too much for me to ask something like that..

its not im conservative or what ever..

just.. i want it doing in the right path..

and i dont care even others say that i am too confident..

but.. how many people really do understand that situation??

aku pernah menyanjung kamu..

aku pernah menghormati kamu..

tapi.. disebabkan kamu tak menghormati pendirian aku..

maka hilanglah semua itu dari aku..